Hmm..

Goodbye's are hard.

There are the quick upset goodbye's the ones filled with regret and yearning to go back, the ones made in the heat of the moment but the ones that you can't take back.

There are the permanent ones, the ones you've thought out for a long while, thinking about it and just twisting and turning. But after it's said and done, it's rest to sleep.

There are silent ones, not a single word spoken or said and you didn't even know it happened until a long time later.

Either way goodbye's are hard. I seem to have to say goodbye to a lots of things recently.

In other news I'm still alive, barely there but still alive.